Whatever you think you know

Mon, 03 Apr 2006 20:37:06 GMT

this is my last entry for this journal
i made a new one, and you can add me on riotpoof_land

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 04:00:55 GMT

mates of state was great
maria taylor was amazing
destroyer sucked
magnolia electric company got boring

the start of something

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 02:47:51 GMT

i have come to the grim fascinating fact that all my friends are really smart, and i feel quite dumb being around them. But, it is comforting cause when I feel stupid they lift me up.

i have a headache, and i want to ride a rollercoaster, but i have always been afriad of rollercoasters. Not wooden, but steel with inversions and loops. Maybe it is the fear of being upside down, and the fear of not knowing what will happen next. I sort of need to push that away, and become comfterable with loops, and all that fun and jazzy stuff.

My lunch is interesting, but it can be sorta dull...I dont know why. We are all friendly with each other, but I dont think in the past couple of weeks we have had anything to say, well me for once has not.

Prince's new cd comes out tommorow. I do not know if anyone likes him, but it has seemed to get pretty decent reviews. Um, let me see....I made a fool of myself in Cool on the Hotseat, and I dont know, I relate that to life and see automatically how I have failed in everything, and this is not being pessimistic. I think I just did a very bad fragmented sentence, full of comma splices. I hate grammar, I really do.

I know this is weird, and Kristen will understand. But, I cannot wait if I can go to iceland in 07, because....it is like going somewhere that is proably better than what you think is in your own little secluded town.

So, in conclusion. I have come to the terms that I do not want to have a regular 9 to 5 job, but I dont want to be famous. I just, and as cliche as this sounds...I want to change the world, okay. Yeah, I talk to much.

act two

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 19:38:11 GMT

so i am not sure who really reads this anymore, i hope someone does cause it gets sort of weird talking to yourself, especially on the web. But, I am lisitning to the new Yeah Yeah Yeah's "Show Your Bones." Thanks to Myspace, and the generous band. I must say this is the best cd I have heard relased this year. Now, I will say that it is not the gritty garage band/proto-punk style as Fever to Tell, but it shows the band has evolved! And, if someone was to listen to this expecting the sequel to Fever to Tell....yeah you are not going to get it, No Sir. I personally like it, but I could be the only one.

I am hoping this week will be good, well just for myself. I know the first two days will be different schedules, and so forth. But, tuesday Prince is coming out with a cd, which sounds and looks interesting. So, I am praying for a good week.

so to conclude act 1

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 20:01:22 GMT

this week has been alright, but every week has honestly not been terrible. I was riding down the road with my parents a couple of days, and off in the distance I saw three gangster want to be black kids....who had this huge rock, where they got it beats me. Then BANG, and you can guess what happened. To make a long story short, they threw a rock at our sunroof, caused 1,000 dollars worth of damage and no clue who they are. So, this is to people if you do that stuff you are a fuckhead.

On A brighter Note.

22 People
Can you name 22 people you can think of right off the top of your head?
Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 22 people.

1. Katie
2. Lydia
3. Lauren
4. Laura
5. Amy
6. Isabelle
7. Crystal
8. Christian
9. Ryan
10. Dernolan
11. Mikki
12. Kristen
13. John
14. Curtis
15. Brandon
16. Steven
17. Sarah
18. Anna
19. Jesus
20. Wes
21. Tiffany
22. Andrew

1.How did you meet 10? Class...i think

2.What would you do if you had never met 6? I would be dead

3. What would you do if 20 and 15 dated? eeep, I would cry

4. Have you ever seen 4 cry? No, she is way too tough

5. Would 4 and 12 make a good couple? Yeah ha ha

6. Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple? Perhaps

7. Describe 8: Sweet, and Christian

8. Do you like 12? I love her!

9.Do you think 21 is attractive? Elle est Beau!

10.Tell me something about 17: I have never seen her mad, nor mean.

11. What's 7's favorite color? No clue

12. What would you do if 1 just confessed they liked you? Scream, and laugh

13.When was the last time you talked to number 19? This morning, and last night

14. What language does 13 speak? Enlighsh and Spanish

15. Who is 2 dating? No one

16. What grade is 16 in? 10th

17. What's 5's favorite music artist? Fesit, or Mirah

18. Would you ever date 7? No, she likes someone else

19.Would you ever date 3? She is taken

20. Is 11 single? doubt it.

21.What is 9s middle name? ....lol, no clue

22. Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 3? friends is fine

23.Where does 18 live? No clue

24.What do you think about 14? he is a cool guy

25.What is the best thing about 4? she is awesome!.

26.What would you like to tell 15 right now? Anything, I tell him a lot of things randomly

27.How did you meet 8? Through Katie at my birthday party

28.What is the best thing about 2? Her attitude towards life, is amazing.

29. Are you going to know 20 forever? Yeah, which is scary

30.how long have you known number 22? Last year, I have no clue why I put his name down.

Oh La La

Sun, 12 Mar 2006 02:30:13 GMT

Yesterday was the literary team meet, and it was at Mercer University. I am sure it was fun, but I really did not know many people...and those I did..we didn't talk much. Awkward? I am thinking of trying out for the monolouge next year, but who knows what will happen. I have been palying with black heads, and looking at my skin...it is sickening.

I need new music, I dont care who you are recommed anything.

So, I have come to the conclusion that it has to suck if god has a wife.

Spring Is Near

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 03:23:41 GMT

Spring is Near, and it is so lovely outside.

This journal has no point, not many of mine do anymore. So, possibly I am going insane.

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 01:15:00 GMT

the Helper
Test finished!
you chose CX - your Enneagram type is TWO.

"I must help others"

Helpers are warm, concerned, nurturing, and sensitive to other people's needs.

How to Get Along with Me

Tell me that you appreciate me. Be specific.
Share fun times with me.
Take an interest in my problems, though I will probably try to focus on yours.
Let me know that I am important and special to you.
Be gentle if you decide to criticize me.
In Intimate Relationships

Reassure me that I am intersting to you.
Reassure me often that you love me.
Tell me I'm attractive and that you're glad to be seen with me.
What I Like About Being a Two

being able to relate easily to people and to make friends
knowing what people need and being able to make their lives better
being generous, caring, and warm
being sensitive to and perceptive about others' feelings
being enthusiastic and fun-loving, and having a good sense of humor
What's Hard About Being a Two

not being able to say no
having low self-esteem
feeling drained from overdoing for others
not doing things I really like to do for myself for fear of being selfish
criticizing myself for not feeling as loving as I think I should
being upset that others don't tune in to me as much as I tume in to them
working so hard to be tactful and considerate that I suppress my real feelings
Twos as Children Often

are very sensitive to disapproval and criticism
try hard to please their parents by being helpful and understanding
are outwardly compliant
are popular or try to be popular with other children
act coy, precocious, or dramatic in order to get attention
are clowns and jokers (the more extroverted Twos), or quiet and shy (the more introverted Twos)
Twos as Parents

are good listeners, love their children unconditionally, and are warm and encouraging (or suffer guilt if they aren't)
are often playful with their children
wonder: "Am I doing it right?" "Am I giving enough?" "Have I caused irreparable damage?"
can become fiercely protective
Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages

You are not completely happy with the result?!
You chose CX

Would you rather have chosen:

AX (SEVEN)
BX (NINE)
CY (SIX)
CZ (ONE)

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 0% on ABC

You scored higher than 31% on XYZ

What do you think?

Beelzebub

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 07:05:12 GMT

nothing is really making sense. I am a rapist to my friends minds. I am a pleaser, and a cynic when I want to be an epicurist. I am really convinced from a christian stand point that mr. lucifer is so misunderstood.

In final, I need a friend who I can talk to and not feel ahsamed of telling them what I say, or judged.

iiee

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 03:14:56 GMT

Post anonymously, and say anything.

This may not work but it's worth a shot.

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 02:01:33 GMT

i dont know
aimee mann was great

and i am tired

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 02:44:32 GMT

homophobia is so 1998.

inside and out

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 18:46:42 GMT

Open iTunes and fill out this survey,

How many songs: 970

Sort by song title
First Song: (Nothing But) Flowers- Talking Heads
Last Song: Zero- Smashing Pumpkins

Sort by time
Shortest Song: Horn Intro, :09 seconds, Modest Mouse
Longest Song: Desolation Row, 11:18, Bob Dylan

Sort by album
First album: A Night at The Roxbury- Various Artists
Last album: You Forget It In People- Broken Social Scene

Top Five Most Played Songs
"Grass" Animal Collective
"All I Want" Joni Mitchell
"Mushaboom" Feist
"Hope There's Someone" Antony and The Johnsons
"Wednesday" Tori Amos

First song that comes up on Shuffle: "A Million Ways" Ok Go

Search the following and state how many songs come up
Death- 7
Life- 19
Love- 86
Hate- 3
You- 79
Sex- 27

watch me work it i am perfect

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 05:23:56 GMT

Ground Rules: The first player of this "game" starts with the topic "5 weird habits of yours" and people who get tagged need to write an LJ entry about their 5 quirky habits, as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 5 people to be tagged and list their names.

1. I cannot watch a movie more than once, unless it is on my top ten list of favorite films
2. I want to loose my virginity while "The Immigrant Song" by Led Zeppelin is playing
3. I do not like to be cold, and I can only have one window down in the car even in 100 degree weather
4. I dislike grammar rules, but when someone mispells simple words it annoys me to no end.
5. I can be mean in my humour, but I cannot be mean literally. No one has truly seen me mad, because I am passive agressive and when I am mad am violent.

I tag...Imonstandby, _clickhere, xartistofunkx, left_blank, un caso facil.

fiddle flusters and the cowboy that got away

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 04:26:54 GMT

i had a weird day, i wont go into that

but. I was in english and Mrs. Chapman came in and asked me if I would like to particpate in the like sorta debate part of the literary team...IF the person could not make it. I am an alternate! So, is Lydia, but it is a realy big honor for me.

Love, Will

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 00:35:03 GMT

so, yesterday i got to relax at home with being sick and i still am
but i guess it was a good break from social life.
i have found a new love for bjork's song Domestica
and have decided I want to travel to Iceland

I cannot go to austrailia this summer for the P2P program
my parents cant afford it, a little dissapointed but
I was promised that I can go to the chorus euro trip
and when I get a job hopefully the Mediterranean Cruise for Cool
Even though I'd hate to be with him

I have some homework, and my circuit blew in my kitchen, my room, and my bathroom
It stinks, but all will be well soon. The fridge and oven work, so who cares.

I realized how weird my school is
10th graders havent been able to do their class scheudles yet
counselors are so lazy

since, I am a really big video game and rpg aka Final Fantasy and Kingdom Hearts related fan

KINGDOM HEARTS 2 is COMING OUT IN APRIL!

Love, Will

age of consent

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 02:23:44 GMT

TELL ME ABOUT YOU

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4. what makes you happy:
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8. an interesting fact about you:
9. are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. favourite place to be:
11. favourite lyric:
12. best time of the year:
13. favourite candle scent:

RECOMMEND
1. a film:
2. a book:
3. a band, a song and an album:

PLUS
1. one thing you like about me:
2. two things you like about yourself:
3. put this in your lj so i can tell you what i think of you.
4. POST A PICTURE OF you

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 01:20:32 GMT

i got called a cynic today by an asshole

a total snob fag by a total bitch
but it still hurts

freedom fighter

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 04:38:12 GMT

i have deicded that i want to do these things:

Go to art school to pursue a career in photography
Go to art school to do something in fasion or music

and have a career as:
A Fasion Design teacher, Photographer who creates sexual pictures in artisitc ways of debauchary, or a music teacher.

I really am set on doing this...i just need to learn how to draw lol.

This really seems like something I want to do.

I have nothing else to give this world, my knowledge will not amaze them
maybe my creativity will

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 04:26:15 GMT

i miss my long hair
i want it back so i can comb it
and wear make up

whatever. this journal is pointless

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 01:10:23 GMT

i feel like a failure. i feel like nothing i am doing is right
school work is a mess. love life i am sure is down the drain
i know not to think pessimistic, but what is there

life is good
but i am so dull

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 02:12:00 GMT

i am starting to infatuate with another guy.
i think he is infatuating with me also
and i feel happy, but i couldnt see him

i hope i get to know him better
bjork must understand

All is full of love.

livin' thing

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 02:27:27 GMT

so i came out to my parents.
they know i am gay and for once i feel accomplished

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 06:51:05 GMT

Lydia and Emily showing off their "Rent" skills

self explanatory...big photo for big booty

love.

kareoke.

dancing.

dancing once again

this was just too funny

weird feeling

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 05:25:53 GMT

i dont think i am able to accept the fact that i am gay. I feel like giving up
i do not think i am not ready for the whole gay scene.

my friend invited me to a gay dance, and i made terrible excuses to not go
One, because I hate my body image and the fact that I dont have a date and honestly
would feel left out.

I just dont know what is the matter with me. Why am I not comfterable in my skin.